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[ooc: Mark if IC or OOC and what game you are from.]

If there was no Ken... I'd try. But he doesn't deserve to be hurt just for the sake of my happiness.

Nor do you deserve suffering.

You don't know that.

I do know that.

What if this is karma?

What if it's just self punishment?

I don't know what it is. But every time I start to feel happiness, it's taken away.

I've known that before.

Then you know why I'm afraid.

Likely better than most.

But it still doesn't give me the right to separate you from Ken.

Soma, I won't try to change your mind. I only ask that you not give up on your own happiness.

It's too late to ask me for that. I gave up on it a while ago.

... I wish I could've been yours.

[Click.]